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Disasterpeace - Hyper Light Drifter (The Whole album listened at Bandcamp Standard Quality)

Claude Larson - Memory Image (Listened at Youtube Music)

Black Midi - Sugar/Tzu (Listened at Youtube Music)

Vangelis - Blade Runner (The Whole album Listened Digital Archive .wav)

Casiopea - Domino Line (Digital Archive .m4a)

Woob - Woob (Digital Archive .flac)

Also, idk where i read or heard this but somebody commented about apart of being good headphones for music and sound mixing, the 52's was a good gaming headset i didnt expect to use this with gaming purposes but i tried anyway this some games i had installed, again probably not the appropiate games but who cares
-Banners of Ruins -Team Fortress 2 -Magic The Gathering Arena -Half Life 2

Gotta say as my first real reactions was... wow... just wow, i know probably with my current set up is probably not something amazing for audiophile people or people who is more into headphones and audioequipment because come on i just have a intel i3 notebook with is not the best audio equipment but thats the reason why i bought this AKG's because even with a crappiest equipment can squeeze every single sound with only 32 Ohms
Saying that, it was AMAZING!! i just love this things and days and days after the first try seems like things are just getting better in fact was a cool way to re discover my music trying to figure out how it sounds after many tries, listen which elements could appear or maybe how the drums could sound Saying that the AKG's allowed me to listen to albums or songs where with my old headphones some elements just seems to "dissapear"
A good example is this "Live from the Moonlight" album by Chet Baker Trio

I know its youtube, i know is not a source where the quality is an advantage buut the thing is with my old headphone i couldnt hear some elements in the song for example i could hear the trumpet, vocals and sometimes piano but not the bass, dont know if was something related to the audio quality or my headphones but probably if turn up the volume, those instruments would be more audible but screw that I would never listen to music at 100 of volume, take care of your ears kids. Never heard that album entirely by the way, should do it, maybe now i can. Overall, what more i can say? i just love this things and my ears too, i know its just a minimal upgrade from my old pairs of headphones but an upgrade its an upgrade and i know my listening experience can get better and better just buying and making the right combinations so theres without doubts a big room from improvement even without spending money
Probably downloading the right audio files with a audio player with EQ options can made some diference Theres a lot of people with my same AKG's without a fancy audio equipment whos trying to squezee all the potential possible.
Obviously if i buy fancy cheap good equipment can take this AKG's to the sky, like some good old FiiOs BTR3K, BTR5 or even a Hiby FC3, the poor audiophile/music maniac beginner set up Anyway my final veridict is... Buy some AKG's damn it, specially if you wanna made a litte big upgrade from your $5 chinese cheap plastic headphones, or even if you just wanna play your games with good sound (specially if theres a lot of explosions or weapon sounds, i mean.. those sword clashing in Banners of ruins was *chef kiss*) the AKG 52 is literally like a all terrain What will happen with my old Panasonic RP-HF100? Well, my mom like to listen music too just at night and we literally shared the thing so My mom was really happy to have that pair just for her, she loved the AKG's but she thinks its a bit to big for her

Oh By the way, thanks to this, i started to listen to new stuff again, so since that day ive been discovered a few albums so yeah, probably i will make more reviews anytime soon, trust me, i discovered some wild stuff, weirder, unique and obscure, like always

Geforce NOW: A poor gamer first impressions

Geforce now is a thing i wanted to test just by curiosity since a long time despite being a streaming service but i never wanted to take the initiative since the servers where far away from my land but by curiosity the past saturday i visited the nvidia site and for my surprise they finally put some servers here in trashland and offer a free plan for people poor like me so i give it a chance
Since Geforce now is a streaming service i had a lot of doubts since with this kind of technology you need to have a Nasa level of internet conection, in fact when i installed the program and did a quick test with my wifi conexion even Geforce now knew that my conexion sucked, so i had to bring my old ethernet cable that i built years ago and that was enough but even Geforce keeps suggesting that the connection was not very stable. But i had nothing to loose so, yeah, to begin Geforce Now offers a big numbers of games if you dont have games on steam or other platform but still have some free games being mostly the popular games on the market you know, league of legends, aphex, fornite all those
And the cool thing is, if you want to buy a game you can do that in the nvidias platform and even if you didnt want to use more geforce now that game if is linked to steam for example that game, not that game belongs to your steam library too, now thats nice. Anyway i wanted to try some games but the bad thing about the free account is you have a 30 minute limit to play and you need to have to wait to the others players, so if you want to play for example fornite, you cant do that without wating to the other 500 players playing the game with their 30 minutes, so theres a lot of patience to try just one game, so just for that i decided to try just 3 games.

I never tried something like this before so i wanted to start with something not that demanding, so i tried the good old half life 2 even modern calculators can run hl2 so obviously running this game cant be a problem to run, i also beated this game several times so i started with the third chapter to begin My pc can handle hl2 witout problem at medium settings so just in second i not only noticed a graphical change but a fps "boost" running at 60fps even in full chaotic combat situations and the most important part the gameplay was smooth and without interruptions in the entire 30 min run so even the little changes in with the internet conection where not a big problem to ruin the experience
Also in the first minutes of gameplay i realised Geforce NOW was taking screenshot every lapse of time but sadly all my captures where taked in the worst moments in the game so sadly, i cant show some pic to make justice in my first run so i took the decision of take the screenshots myself, besides the screenshot thing on the first seconds of gameplay nvidia really want to make you know how many time are you spending in the game, adding a damn chronometer every few minutes, i gotta say, It reminded me a bit of those days of cybercafes, when there was a countdown and at the end the screen went dark or put some image. Here is literally the same, the counter reaches 22:59 and the screen goes dark letting you know that time is up
But overall, not a bad first experience, so i wanted to try something a bit more demanding of my steam library and see how it goes.

First Screen and the changes are so noticeable, i went to the setting at look at that, all set to max! i had no words but.. it runs well?

I gonna talk about that 30 min thing more in my conclusions because i have a lot to say about it. I couldnt take more screenshots tho, because the action was so intense it was hard to press the key combination.
Also here is when i really notice the variations on the internet conexion, in the half of the first match my conexion suffered from a data exchange crash, dont know what happen but i can tell it froze the game entirely very suddently, was like half a second but man, that stop was really hard, almost got killed in the game Was a quick second but an agressive one Beyond that no problems at all, very fluid and smooth.

With Genshin impact is where the true test began, because in this case is just a game that still being fresh and new and despite is not a demanding game compared to others, in my pc its almost impossible, would be like that meme of that guy who played minecraft and his pc exploded Also is a game that i really want to play, i played a few ocations of is one of my fav games already and i love a lot of characters the only thing who stops me to play is my actual hardware. So i spent like 3 minutes adding my account, the main screen loaded, the world was generated, my last save was revived. And once again geforce executed the game like nothing all smooth even in full combat, and with a ton of npcs in the situation of mondstadt
I gotta say, Im very impressed on how the game run all the time I was impressed with Paladins but this jeez, i have nothing to say this time, i had no problems with anything, i thought i would have a lot of trouble speacially since Genshin is still a new game unlike Paladins and HL2 But everything runs at sweet 60fps and max graphics!! I was able to grind with my girl lisa without problems
This time i took a lot of screenshot, see how wonderful everything looks!

Is very impressive, ngl im astonished specially when you know genshin runs like crap, just look at this example, is not that different from my situation, the only diference is i have just 4gb of ram

Yeah clearly this notebooks is not a gaming machine, even for my university task was a pain in the ass First of all, the 30 minutes limit, althought i comprehend the reason behind the limit i dont think 30 min enough for some games, for singleplayer games maybe is not that a huge problem like my first playthrough of hl2 or some other games supported like Hotline Miami but for multiplayer games or games who required to take take to dive in the world is not enough. Like My Second Match in Paladins my time limit just striked in the middle of an intense match and in Genshin Impact a good chunch of the time was wasted in put my account and exploring the world to find a mission or something to kill, i cant imagine that in other games supported Like both cs:source and cs:go and league of legends... yeah imagine a lol match less than 20-30 minutes its almost impossible, even the crappiest team last 20 minutes, i know its just a time trial but man in genshin was like, seriously 30 minutes already! nawwww Also, a lot of games, i mean... i lot of games from my steam library is not supported by nvidia geforce now i have arround 20 games and just 12 games are playeable which is a big draw back although maybe paying the subscription you can play more games and the other games from my steam library can be playeable so i give them the benefit of the doubt

But at the end of the day, i look this as a good way to promote nvidias graphics card and experience one and to be honest this made me want to buy one of those PC/Notebooks powered with nvidia gpus, seriously, my actual notebook is crap but with this it made look even crappier
So yeah, in that side, it made me want to have the nvidia experience and have one but pay for a service just to play some games with a permanent internet conection and pay a subscription for that? ehhh no.. i had my opinions on streaming services but despite all the awesome expierience after this not much has changed
Its like my wished ps3 slim, yeah i can play PS3 in ps4 and ps5 paying that ps network service monthly, but is that really worth it when you just want to play singleplayer games? at least for me.. not better save that money and have the real thing, even if cost one lung its worth it

A Tale of Vocaloid Discovery

Today is the day, time to tell another boring and uninspired story of my life just to make more space in this website hard drive, i didnt have any more ideas to write so i think its time to inmortalize another of my boring life chapters which no one cares about anyway.
Same as my furry tale article this post will be a kind of introspective and explore how we get to this point But contrary to that post the origin is clear, and i still remember that day Everything began when i was an smol lad, everybody was having fun with theirs xbox 360s while me i was poor af and the only method of entretainment was to watch the boring box called television Was a sunny day i was watching the news meanwhile i was boring as hell, until something happened, the woman of the news just started to talk about a AI, i was like wth "they made another robot?" because idk why arround 2011-2013 there was a ton of news about robots in the news maybe was a time of a lot of development i suppose. But anyway i just grabbed the tv remote, turned on the volume and everything is history

Yes ladies and gentlement that was in the actual news, was the same thing ive watched back in the day when i had 11 Years old, jesus christ i'm rotting so slow Man this is WIIIILD i didnt remind that appeared world is mine on TV IN 2012, man what a nostalgia rush it was a euphoric experience to revive this memory again, not kidding i was total euphoric watching this after years! this is digital archeology Was nuts to see that i was shocked ,the idea of a ia singing songs catched my attention at the speed of light, was like DAMN, A JAPANESE IA WHO SINGS? THATS COOL AS HELL
but Looking that video now, theres so many wrong things happening with that news, i idk why never mentioned saki fujita, or the fact she is not an hologram entirely but a voice bank and is not only Miku but theres like a million of vocaloids and well they show the existance of Miku in 2012 when Miku and Vocaloid existed a long time ago, the news coming late as always but man, its so unreal to look now, vocaloid on tv?! what kind of sorcery is that
But despite that, i still remember that day, was in the afternoon and didnt have paper to write it so i writed "hatsune Miku" in that wall, even when many years after arround 2015 that wall was painted i still remebered the spot Man i regret of not taking photos of their final moments because the past month after years was demolished so a important piece of my history was deleted but hey, will never be forgoten Funny to think something that simple as writing an artist name on a wall can be the genesis for a big obsession isnt it? Anyway that thing just keep sounding in my mind after days even in my school dark daily days, i never talked with anyone of this being a kind of secret and because of that it falled into the obscurity of my mind
Until 2014 when something happened, my mom just changed me of school, was an hard and ankward time being changed of school after years, was a radical one and a hard one, everything was diferent and i had to socialize by force but were the end of the dark times.... kinda i started to have friends after a long time, they showed me a lot of things but also i tried to not to talk about nerd stuff because i was the poor kid who recently in 2013 had internet and i just started to discover the world.
Until one day me and my mates were just hanging out outside the computer lab talking about dumb things until someone mentioned those two magical words, "Hatsune Miku" , instantly i remembered when i writed that thing on the wall and though, maybe its time to give it a chance for once, was a long time since that day so why not?

I still remeber the night when opened chrome in my win 8 acer notebook i searched finally after years that word with the main result my first hatsune miku video.. "Levan Polka", Yeah Levan Polka was techically my first Miku/Vocaloid song ever and with good reason, was the first result and i never knew that song was a banger since time ago and was kinda used in some memes

I unironically listened that song to death but that not the song that made feel "euphoric" about Vocaloid because this rush started with this video

This was *bleep* NUTS i remember rocking so hard with this thing i still do it 300 years later Uncounciously was a perfect way to meet the main legendary vocaloids, theres no meiko, kaito or Gumi but year passed and logically i heard them but man, i cant explain the epicness of heard that for the first time jesus christ It was in fact one of my first songs that i downloaded from youtube using atube catcher, JESUS CHRIST THE MEMORIES, DID YOU GUYS USE THAT BACK IN THE DAY? now i think about it, that amout of ship possibilities in that video are absurd, wheres my luka x len tho
And also this

Yeah Hatsune Miku made me Discover Caramelldansen and this is embarrasing but you know why? for a year i think This video made me believe that this was an actual Hatsune Miku song, until i realize her voice didnt match with her other songs even if you turn the pitch up, so yeah this video made me feel like an actual fool, probably one of the firsts internet moments where ive been bamboozled.

After that well was nothing more that discovery sadly i cant post more examples because my mind ,time and youtube did the job of delete those many bangers i listened in those days, years passed since 2014 and well despite "leave" a few years vocaloid because i lost my internet conection AGAIN and prioritize my obsession with trance back in 2015 i really never abandoned it, when i dive more deeper in my Dance/Electronica adventure Vocaloid and Hatsune Miku and Friends Always appeared in some point of my journey

Vocaloid made a "Revival" on me a few years i think since 2018 but i can say, maybe since i discovered Neocities My obsession with Vocaloid made stronger because this site should be named "Vocaloid Fansite" because every damn site i visit Vocaloid exist in some point, No joke literally almost everybody here has some story with Vocaloid, a Hatsune Miku theme, or song or theres people who talk about how they ship their favorite Vocaloid characters and how they are obsessed with it and they made some crazy lores or they Self ship with their favorite Vocaloid Character, what kind of psychopath would ship themself with their favorite characters *cof*Koinuko*cof*
And yeah... thats all i guess because we reached the present day, Nothing interesting has Happening Related with vocaloid besides the fact some banana boy possesed my soul and mind and made me Listen a ton of his songs, put his face as my discord pfp and made me buy hes clothing where hes finally took control of my body. Anyway, how looks the future for my vocaloid heart? well looks promesing
but i can tell already, As a lot of things im experiencing in these last years im doomed of not having access to an internet conection back in 2008 because i will never have a chance to experience the early days Even if like a lot of things keep digging the past its impossible to hear all the vocaloid songs of back then, even now I still fiding vocaloid crap from the past, is not a thing that happen just with vocaloid but with everything else, i think ive said this a lot of times, but it hurts I wonder how would be my childhood if i heard that garden of hands of rin Man that song rocks, i just love how they Made Something Pure and Angelic as rin and transform it into a killer demon So yeah I envy you all lucky ones who lived these golden days

EDIT: I had this article ready to upload since days but i had to edit this because i found this ancient rin video, see? i its impossible to discover all the things made back in the day, click here if you cant watch it from here

A 3 Year Adventure, My Lonely Corner Aniversary!

I cant believe that passed 3 years already since i created one simple green themed page just for messing arround with basic HTML Was really fun, and kind of addictive. I still remember those first days, where i stayed all night coding and messing arround with adjusting the size of the icons and text without know anything about css, just changing colors and playing with fonts. And well its impressive that something who started like a other learning proyect ended in the creation of my small space in the digital world And what a journey, having now
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Ok, i had to say something since a long time i wanted to say I really dont feel really confortable with those numbers, like always i prefer to "stay Underground" not be the focus of attention and just stay in my corner, more views means that you are more visible to the point that in some moment you will apear in the front page and that idea scares me. I know Neocities is not a popular place like other social media (Thank God) but being popular is not gud lol I know its a factor that is out of my hands and something innevitable but still.
But at the same time, i cant believe, I really cant belive how many people actually like my stuff, no seriously is kinda shoking that random people in the internet like my poor writing and cheap Post, is like what the hell man.
I know i should do something more special for this 4 year aniversary but, i guess is appropiate to do a retrospective and speak more about my "present status" Has been a beautiful Journey with many bug fixed and pages created.

But after all I want to give a big thank you to all those people that visited and supported this page since their crappy beginings Since Hifumi, Koinuko, Turd, plasticdino, holeinmyheart to the legends that arent active here anymore like pernoctalian or Sluglaw
I just love you all, thank you to give like to my crappy 4 month hiatus updates and thank you to give like to all my crap posts.
I love you with all my heart.

"Liminal Garden" - An the Ecological Vision of Vaporwave

Vaporwave defenily has been one of the most innovative genres of this milleniumm, since 2010 vaporwave has been a factory of new ideas, aesthetics and vision about music and many subgenres has been born because those new ideas
And product of those new ideas, artist has been searched and builded new places to store and spread their sound. Vaporwave is house of the most Iconic and creative labels in existance From Dream Catalogue responsable of release some of the biggest juggernauts albums in nearly every vaporwave subgenre and being home of the first steps of Dreampunk, Beer on the rug who was one of the pioneers, Casual Buisness home of future funk, no problema tapes, etc,etc
In this resent years One guy came with a new fresh vision of Vaporwave, a new sound and a new Philosophy That Guy took his green flag and Build his new Home called "Liminal Garden" and started spreading the new vision of vaporwave, "Naturewave". Naturewave is the oppose vision of Vaporwave, while vaporwave born to create a futuristic, nostalgic, dreamy and Ethereal vision Naturewave take the sound to a more organic and ecological place with the idea to conect music and create a close relationship between the listener and Nature
Liminal Garden Is not the Inventor of this microgenre, style or whatever thing is this New Sound, Liminal Garden Definetly has an unique sound putting in a blender New Age and Ambient Sounds to create kind of spiritual ambianses and Zen like Moods
Its impressive how in just a couple of years this labels has creating pure dream soundtracks, just having 18 releases in their catalog every one of them has something to say like a door to another world, Like Alicia where everyplace has distint from one another
I Personally think that their first release is the Anthem and the best descriptor of this label, "Channel of Dreams -Existence / meditation" A perfect Zen Ambient Album with two Songs of 30 Min that create one of the most peaceful Ambiace ive ever heard of An Vaporwave Release, the best descriptor i can think of its just Telepath but organic
And thats the Best part of this, because and the end of the day Liminal Garden is Home of the most beautiful, Celestial And Peaceful music ive ever head in many years listening this kind of music and not only that but their physical releases are a pure piece of Art!. thats another thing that Liminal garden is Unique, Their Cassettes Designs are the most original and probably theyre are the most unique cassettes in history, Seriously have You ever seen a Cassette like this?

Cute High Earth Defense Club love (First Impressions Episode 1-7)

After all these months watchin this show i finally.. FINALLY can write about it Because OMG.... OMG this show is Awesome
I Started to watch Cute High Earth Defence at the beginning of this month but i finally can write my impressions after all this time because Damn work First of all, to every one of you, why the hell this is so underrated? why shows like this are so hidden? Maybe because the effect that more "mainstream" shows provoke in other series or maybe because theres a ton of Magical Girls Series with the same plot Cute High Earth Defense Club love is a great parody of magical girls, one of the really well done parodies of the monotonous Magical Girl Genre joining with series like madoka to Panty and Stockings with Garterbelt
But with Boys, Yep the Magical Boys genre is born baby and its epic, its better than u can actually imagine when you read it, in fact in those 7 episode ive never seen a single girl in any minute maybe this is the reverse world of Love live where everybody are girls
The plot of every episode (At least from 1 to 7) is a very funny parody of every magical girls plot,really it dosent change anything is the typical "oh no bad edgy enemies what to kill us all, we must beat them with the power of love, die bad guy, phew phew phew, oh did u know that frustration and negativity is not gud? we won yeeeee" and its hillarious and makes a good job to not make everything so serious, in fact has a lot of comedy and jokes with some really wholesome and sweet moments Even when they meet the typical sweet monster (You know that one that makes our protagonist heroes), the jokes dosent stop in fact they call him "Wombat", Now thats funny
All characters have some enormeous cosplay potential omg, its unbelieveable, and all are memorable they actually made a great job in this regard Man this show has everything, cute characters, its funny as hell, great desings, It even has An Male Idol Intro, it has everything! I hope i can have some time to continue to watch this show again I cant wait to see how this beautiful mess ends, Idk if this has a second season but if is not, my god I NEED ANOTHER SEASON

My new "Obsesion" with Gamer Magazines

I awaken again in me the desire to have a magazine in my hands again, one that is not national geographic Honestly for a long time I have wanted to have a gamer magazine in my hands, I remember that always and to this day I looked forward to the covers where link or kirby and other great games appeared when walking, it was something great to see I remember that whenever I am going to walk around the city I see some old numbers of "club nintendo" in the newspaper stands (club nintendo is basically "nintendo power" btw) but I would like to see if there are other platforms or gaming in general, since it seems that here nintendo club was popular because it is super easy to find

Unfortunately PC Gamer and many great magazines do not arrive here in Chile, I suppose that also the cost of shipping will not be cheap like almost all good things from Foreign and apparently there are no numbers in Spanish. And thas sad because they have great covers, in fact today I looked for the value of the subscription and a number with venti appeared on the main cover

Anyway, I hope to have one soon, I am determined when I have time I will take a long walk until I find an interesting magazine, I suppose that as it is my own I will upload an article when I have one, i should look more in depth in those second hand book stores tho
Oh btw all this started again by LGR, a youtuber that i follow who talks about old tech and games, hes really intereting u should watch his videos, I woke up this morning and a video of his appeared in the recommended ones where he ordered his pc games magazines from 99 to 2002

Parappa The Anime(First Impressions)

This Gonna be a Quick Opinion about "PaRappa the Rapper" The anime of Parappa released back in 2001 and discovered by me at the start of this week

I just Have Watched the First 3 episodes and OMG This Show is A GEM, A Hidden Gem! Man i miss shows like this, i havent see anything similar since Hey Arnold in the sense of none continuity between episodes and each one happen something and our hero and his friends try to save the day The Characters are cool, parappa is really sweet and have a cute voice, same as the others characters showing in every episode and despite their own Personality none of them become irritating or something similar except for one that would be the as*h*le of the show
And Have some Funny and Cute situations like The Crushes of Parappa, his thoughts on who would marrying with him in the future or his dreams, its so wholesome Its like a breeze of fresh air, theres a lack of shows like this nowdays in general, thats why im glad to see wholesome shows and moments in series today like kobayashi-san chi no maid dragon or Similars And the animations is just awesome and everything is colorful with that Childish Crayon Backgrounds and painting
Just for curiosity, there in CN USA or UK this was broadcasted? Because omg this show screams that early 2000s CN Show, like, idk... Teen Titans or Hi Puffy AmiYumi or something like that have that vibes but at the same time i dont believe it, because all the episodes in youtube are practically translated by fans
And Finally i see a Catchy Anime Intro in a long time, thank god studios like Trigger do catchy and awesome Intros because A lot of intros that ive seen are just meh and "Easy to Skip" And the Outro? Oh boi... I wanna have that banger as a ringtone
Parappa You won my heart, Prepare yourself! because im gonna watch all your 30 Episodes

How i became a furry? Well thats a good question, even myself can decide the point of start

But like always everything start in the beautiful days of 2004-2006 more or less, a beautiful time where the sun was shiny, movies and cartoons were in the tv all day long on weekends and DVD was a new thing (My love for anime start here too)
Because my parents were outside all day long in the job, my mom decided to buy a sony dvd player for me and my sister. My sister had a friend who sell *ehem* backups of movies *cof* and she and my mother They buy a lot of movies from him since they sell them very cheap in those glorious DVD-R of 4GB and 320p of video

Here i practically watch a lot of great movies from shrek 2 to cars
You ever heard that phase of "Disney made furries" well its true but they shouldn't just blame disney, dreamworks has some responsability too
"Balto", "Robin Hood", "Kung Fu Panda", "Searchin Nemo", "Ice age", "brother bear", "over the hedge", "Bambi"
all of them and even more movies are like the "proto furry age" of my life, was really a blast, animals doing awesome stuff and being protagonist of awesome stories? man i really enjoyed a lot this time, watching movies after class everyday and night.

After that many things ocurred a lot of personal pain and darkness, so many painful shit began arround my 9-10 years old For those reasons my mom and I went to live a year in the capital and there i just watched a lot of Cartoon and Anime at Cartoon network (basically that was my Cartoon/Anime era)

Then I came back to my house And then in 2011-2012 the second "wave" of furriness started, and now was responsability of my Mom, let me explain, at that time my mom find a job of baby sitter, I was practically alone most of the time at home until very late and where the company I had was only my movies and television but sometimes my mom took me to that house and well I accompanied the little girl to watch tv
There Disney attacked Again and there i discovered some cool movies who i never heard before like "The Rescuers Down Under" or "Mickey's Once Upon a Christmas" and "House of Mouse" and my mom continued to buy me more cds movies like "Marmaduke", "Cats & Dogs: The Revenge of Kitty Galore" and "Legend Of The Guardians: The Owls of Ga'hoole"
Was A Blast, enough to forget my loneliness and the new dark times who appeared at school.

And after that, well theres no more, my mom stop of buying dvds, my nephew broke the cd player, the tv turned into visual crap and i didnt have internet arround this time so.. that was the end and even when i get internet i discovered other things and began my own exploration to the virtual world of internet. And after all years there arround 2017-2018 a new word came in to invade my life, inumerable posts, comments, videos where the word "Furry" was mentioned at least once, everywhere when somebody was talking about Pokemon, Digimon, Devianart or similars that damn word was there, So for my peace of mind i did a quick search on Google and was like..

WAS AMAZING, FURSONAS, BEAUTIFUL ART, BIG A*S CONVENTIONS, MERCH (expensive as hell but its awesome anyway) FURSUITS OMG ITS AWESOME
I fell in love at first sight! my apretiation for the "talking animals" just explode and it didn't take a month or two and I already had fursona, furry stuff and everything (except fursuit But the mayority of the fandom dosent have one so..)

Than that same day in february of 2018 I Became A Furry and Since then im happy of discover this before i die... So.. Yeah! at this point im a completly furry, I'm not super into the fandom, I'm just on furries reddit and I follow fursuiters on facebook but thanks to the community i discovered so many good stuff.
You can belive in 2020 i discovered Fantastic Mr Fox?! man could be beautiful to watch it in my childhood, its my fav movie its so sad i didnt know anything for this movie at the time.
The future looks bright for furries, with a lot of movies with more anthropomorphic animals form indie filmakers, to hollywood and now weebs and furries has some good Anime with anthros like Beastars, BNA And Aggretsuko and I keep watching and discovering all those missed movies from my childhood with cool video quality.

Thanks to read this boring story if you read this completly of course It wasnt too interesting honestly, was more a introspective

My Kingdom

These weeks I have had an idea that has been a lot on my mind I've been wondering what someone or myself could do when you feel down or wonder if you belong somewhere Idk why honestly, but the truth I suppose that it is something that will always come up in some part of our lives either by introspection or maybe just analyzing what has happened a bit in life, something normal I suppose, it must be something like envy or the wrath I don't know why, but I told myself "Hey! What would happen if I make my own kingdom? Since I like fantasy or I want to make something of my own, why not a kingdom?" Some strange things that come to me out of nowhere, but that idea has been in my brain for weeks I mean, it can't be difficult, obviously I couldn't have a real kingdom with servants or a castle because it's almost impossible to achieve. But I said to myself "I can make a badge .. or I can make a flag, put some symbol, draw it somewhere and put it on some piece of wood, cosplaying wirt and wander through the woods, put some Ambient in my headphones" Although later I thought, is the fantasy making my brain fail or something? The truth is that it sounds very fanciful and at my age almost impossible to do, maybe my mother would laugh a little and people would see me as someone childish and immature Also sadly around where I live there are no forests, there are not many trees left of the ones that were left before, I also do not have a space to do it, nor money to invest in a new cosplay, how could I do all that when now my life forces me to get rid of What do I love to start a dark life full of work and obligations and the pressure to do things right drives me crazy? Maybe it is something that in the future I can consider doing But maybe it's just a crazy idea, a bit beautiful, but I guess I'm many years late Goodbye goodbye my inner child, I will miss you with all my heart when dark adulthood takes hold of me, but as long as I have my passions, I will not let you die, not so easy, maybe I will fulfill it in a future time.